Singapore's really got a big list of awesome bands to kickstart the year 2010

Hoobastank, Saosin, Rise Against, Muse, The Killers, Green Day, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Paramore.

WHAT THUH FUCK?

Malaysia official sucks now. Boohoohoo!

Oh and not forgetting Taking Back Sunday in Jakarta. Fuck!

Whoa!

Fuck that shit scared the shit outta me, dammit.

5 things that make me go crazy

1. Piano
2. Guitar
3. Skateboard
4. Drums
5. Books

When I see people playing on those instruments, when I see someone skateboarding, when I am at a bookstore, I get all restless and I feel the craving to do the same, I feel the need to buy all those interesting books.

Mmmkaaayyy.
Cálmate Laila, cálmate.
Breathe in, breathe out.

Stop It

I can't do this.

This isn't me.

Squeaky clean puggy

My little black pug is now shiny and clean! Ahaha. I was finally rajin enough to vaccuum it and scrub it clean. Lol. Now for some beef nuggets. XD

Pfft!

Today on the way back home it was raining and traffic is slow moving, very slow. And for like I dunno how many kilometres away. No it wasn't because of the rain, it's just because...of stupid Malaysian drivers yang kepochi sangat nak tengok accident. What accident? Accident ciput je pun. Bodo. Padahal dua-dua kereta yang accident tu kat tepi tak mengacau traffic langsung. And both cars tak kemik pun kot. Tah tah calar sikit je. Itu pun boleh menyebabkan traffic jam. How stupid is that. Can't you all like mind your own damn monkey businesses? Kalau nak tolong takpa jugak ni slow down nak menyebok tengok apa jadi. Bodo bodo. Selalu macam tu. There's this one time, an accident happened on the OTHER SIDE of the god-damn highway but BOTH sides pun traffic jam. Gila jakun orang Malaysia ni. Ke memang suka tengok accident? Bongok. I'm sorry but driving tends to make me a bit tempered. Sheesh.

Hello again

It's been a while since I last blogged. Was feeling kinda lazy to write. =P
Lotsa things happened. Awesome things. Lol. Aaahh life's good so far. =)

Just slip away and pretend you're mine

A new one from the great All-American Rejects.
Such a beautiful song. Wait...what? Did I just say "beautiful"?
The All-American Rejects does NOT make "beautiful" songs, they make punkrock-ish kinda songs. Lol. Well, at least 5 or 6 years back. I miss the old AAR. But this is a great song nonetheless, hence the reason I post it. =)
Enjoy.

Stupid stupid stupid

OMIGOSH AAAARRRRRGH!!!!!
I'm so so so pissed right now at my computer and The Sims 3 game.
I was playing since this evening, and yeah I forgot to save, and just now as I was happily bossing my Sim around. The game closed itself. =O
I was like whaaa...?
It just disappeared and all I can see were those 4 handsome boys of The All-American Rejects, my desktop wallpaper that is =P. Lol.
Anyways, so yeah the game closed. And my God-knows-how-many-hours of game-play and hardwork and money-making and career-building, went poof, just like that. Aaaaah bodoh. I blame me for not saving the game, like I don't have enough experience of The Sims game sudden-crash/sudden-closing already, which I have like a lot since The Sims 1.

-_____________________-"

Estoy muy aburrida

Bosan gila teramat. Nak keluar.

Daylight: Takda sapa nak keluar. Semuanya vampire, malam baru hidup. Nak pergi mana lagi pun siang-siang.
Evening: A friend of mind ajak pergi shisha, another friend of mind ajak pergi Barsonic later at night after that.

Dah excited nak keluar hang out ni. Bosan tahap dewa apa tah.
Tiba-tiba diberitahu Mama yang saudara-mara nak datang beraya. Haduh.
Kalau dah saudara datang memang confirm lah sampai ke lewat malam.
Jadi, terpaksa la cancel kedua-dua plan tersebut.

Just when dah lama tak ke club/bar and nak menghilangkan sangap lama tak enjoy nightlife, time tu lah ada halangan. -___-"
Macam semalam, another friend of mine ajak pergi Changkat, but then Celcom buat hal. Tak dapat contact terus. Dah 2 -3 hari dah Celcom buat perangai. Luckily I have my Maxis number.
Hah ni nak pergi lagi tak tau bila. Tunggu birthday lah kot.

Haa malam ni Hed Kandi.
Sekarang lah, dah start pun. Dah lah free entry before 11pm. -___-"

Anyways, felt bad for my friend. It's been ages since we last met and she's been asking me to hangout for a couple of times but always at the wrong time. *sigh

Need For Speed

2 nights ago while driving back to Bangi around 7 - 8 PM on the Kajang Highway.
White Satria.
Black 206B.
I sorta raced with that White Satria. Hahaha. We kept overtaking each other. Man the rush of speeding is Wow. Hahaha. But I wasn't going THAT fast, just around 120KM/H je. Tak berani laju sangat. But still, best. XD

90km/h : Feels kinda fast. (Padahal sebenarnya slow je)
100km/h : Slighter faster but okay.
110km/h : Steering wheel feels light.
120km/h : Okay THAT is fast. Steering wheel starts to vibrate.
130km/h : Tak berani lagi. Hahaha.

Itu yang tak best drive kereta kecik. Baru 120km/h dah vibrate, steering ringan, silap sikit habis. Kalau drive Tucson 120km/h rasa macam 80km/h kalau drive 206B tu. Hahaha. SUV handling is DEFINITELY NOT the same as a hatchback. Like duhh! =P

Laughing Out Loud

Feeling like an idiot now, huh?

Randomness

Random guy: Hey, nice guitar.
Me: *sengih-sengih malu* <--- poyo
Random guy: Washburn?
Me: Yeap.
Random guy: Nice.
Me: *sengih-sengih malu while mumbling"thanks" very softly i doubt he heard it* <---- poyo lagi nak malu-malu

You can sit beside me when the world comes down

Your text on the 1st day of Eid had made my day. =)

Balik Kampung!

Abah arrived at KLIA late this afternoon. We all went there to pick him up.
When we got home, we all lepak kat the living hall. And then Abah grabbed his cabin luggage and opened it. And I was right. CHOCOLATES GALORE!
He often complains about me eating too much sweets and anything high in sugar. But ironically, he brings home chocolates quite frequently and not just a few, but a lot . One of the few things he doesn't mind spending money on, chocolates. Haha.

Aaaaand as usual, I was the first to open 'em and eat 'em! Rawwr! Nom nom nom. Belgian chocs are teh shiznit.

There are FIVE different Hershey's in that bag. *drools*


And this one's the best!



I'm guessing I'm the one yang akan habiskan semua cekelat-cekelat tersebut since I''m the only one who's got a sweet tooth. Oh and Abah pun but he doesn't eat em as much as I do.


Anywho, we're going to balik kampung in a few hours time. Will probably arrive the next morning, which is pagi raya dah. Yesterday, I saw the news, quite a few accidents happened. People died . They were all on their way to balik kampung. It gave me quite a scare. Because I've always been kinda scared of the idea of us balik kampung by car or bus. All because of the news on TV and on papers about fatal accidents. Express buses especially. We used to fly back during the days when my dad's still with MAS. And now with the rain and all . Slippery roads. It's been raining almost everyday. Especially at night. And not to mention the Tucson's bald tyres. =S
I was hoping Abah would drive the CRV instead, since the condition of the Tucson's tyres are pretty bad.


Oh well, let's pray that all goes well. Amin.

Lastly, I'd like to wish all my friends and family an Eid Mubarak.
Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Kepada kawan-kawan yang dah kerja, I want duit raya okay.

Setiap kali mesti miss. But this time, KENA pergi. Lagi-lagi dah ada transport, senang sikit. =P

Rawwr

Ford Mustang GT on a Malaysian Road!

Holy fuck shiet!

Today, on the way back from USJ to Seri Putra, my brother yelled out, "Woh Mustang!". I was like, "Whaa?", and looked to the left, and there it was on the other side of the highway, my ultimate dream car, the Mustang GT. I just saw my all time dream car, on a Malaysian road. Perrrgh, semaaat gila! Not that I haven't seen a Mustang before, seen it too many times abroad but never in my own country, til today. Didn't know they even have those here. Dang! Maybe the owner bought it abroad I guess. But damn the car was sick. Mustangs are just awesome. It was blue in color with white stripes on it, I think, I just caught a glimpse of it as I was driving on a busy road, if not , I would have stared at it all day . I wish my dad were as cool as Aizul's and Eli's dads. Well, they're my friends and they have the coolest dads. Aizul and his siblings have the best set of sports cars any young adult would dream of getting from their dads. As for Eli, she only got a MyVi, BUT, her dad pimped out her car without even her asking for it, for all she knows suddenly she got a brand new sports rim, or a new body kit installed. God knows how many times her dad has changed her sport rims. Lol. If only my dad were as cool as theirs, I could just simply ask for a Mustang and get it the next day.
But nonetheless, I'm thankful for my 206. Thanks abah ♥. I know sometimes, as a child/teen/young adult with raging hormones, I hated the fact that you're not spoiling me with all the materials money can buy , but sometimes, I'm glad you didn't. =)

Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh I'm still stoked about the Mustang. Ha ha ha. Macam starstruck pun ada. Terasa macam nampak Tyson pun ada. Daaaamn, cantik gila kot.


Anyways, one more day before Eid. Tomorrow malam balik kampung, sampai kampung, pagi raya. So, pakai baju raya terus untuk balik kampung? Lol. What to do, besok baru abah boleh balik Malaysia. It's been a loooooooooong time since we last balik kampung. Rindu jugak, tapi rasa malas nak balik kampung pun ada . Tapi rindu kat budak kecik 3 orang tu. Can't wait to balik kampung. Oh and can't wait for duit raya too . *sigh* I'm turning 22 in less than a month, dunno if I still get duit raya, I know I'm getting some from dad , hahhaa . Tapi dari sedara-mara lain tak tau la. Dah tuaaa wehhhhh. Orang kasi duit pun malu nak ambik. Eh yeke? NOT! Hahahah. I'd just take it, dah orang bagi, ambik je la .

Déjá Vu?

Here's a confession, I didn't shower ALL DAY today. Ha ha ha.

Thank God I remembered about the CD. Accidentally left it over at Paid's house. *sigh*

Had Big 'N Tasty. Ye tak puasa.

Met with that cute tall Arab dude or maybe he's Iranian, AGAIN , at the car park. Weirdly though, EXACTLY THE SAME WAY that I saw him the first time a few days ago, which is like this: "We drove into the car park at the same time, parked at the same level at the same time, got out of the car at the same time. Walked towards the stairs, he looked back, went up the stairs. Got into the elevator at the same time, got out at the same level." Talk about Déjá Vu. Woooo.

Oh and he lives just a few doorsteps away.

You had me at that sweet smile of yours

Jee's 21st and we went to Venus for a karaoke session. Jee ngade demand nak Blueberry Cheesecake with 21 candles. Haaah hamek la 21 candles kau penuh atas cake. Hahahaha.
Met some new people. There's this dude who reminded me of myself during the "Maison Incident". Hahahaha.
-_____-"
Dude, I feel ya. Lol.




Douglas Robb's record as the guy whose smile melted the heart of all the ladies during the MTV World Stage has been broken by this one guy, whose smile is the sweetest and most sincere I've ever seen. *melts*

You completely blew me away. =)

Ty, here I come =)

Exactly 25 days till the day I will celebrate my birthday with Tyson, Nick, Mike, and Chris.
XD

The All-American Rejects AGAIN!

Date: Saturday, 10 October 2009
Venue: Central Park Avenue, 1 Utama, Petaling Jaya, Malaysia
Tickets: See above

Lineup:
The All-American Rejects
Pop Shuvit
Disagree
One Buck Short



*Notice the date. ;) My birthday. How awesome is that? =)

Nak Shopping!

=(

Tapi takda duit sebab Abah tak kasi sebab dia tanak kitorang pegi mall sebab H1N1 buduh tu. Hish!
Tapi tadi pegi jugak dengan Cik Mah. Mama kasi voucher bersama sedikit duit lebih. Haha. Dapat la beli sikit.
Cik Fifeng bagi link online blog-shop, aargh, rambang mata. Nak beli jugak satu lagi baju tak puas hati. Haha.
Takpa. Mama kasi cadangan pegi ke Dubai lepas finals, sebab sana takda H1N1 so boleh pegi mall. Ganti shopping raya. =P Hahahaha.

Tak Puasa

Oh is that why I'm having a headache this past couple of days. Hmm, tak penah pulak macam tu.

Yes boleh nom nom nom.

Ignorant Kampung People, Hahhh!

*Warning: This is a rant


" ...foreign bands are subject to scrutiny. Earlier this week, the Pan Malaysian Islamic Party (PAS) said it wanted Danish band Michael Learns to Rock banned from performing as it would cause immorality."


IMMORALITY...pffft! Immoratility?! Fucking immorality they say! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHH! Gelak-gelak guling-guling atas carpet. Bodoh! Tu lah bodoh namanya.

Have you people BEEN to...oh wait, have you people SEEN what happens at gigs in OUR OWN COUNTRY you ignorant tapirs? Have you? If you haven't, I suggest go google some photos on it. Search for local rock bands performing at a local gig. What you see, now that's immorality. Pffftt. Pegi la serbu gig-gig semua tu. Kenapa tanak serbu? Kenapa tanak ban? Kenapa tanak haramkan je terus? Moshing-moshing lompat-lompat tak ingat dunia kat gig tu, tak akan menyebabkan immorality ke dikalangan anak-anak muda? Dengar love song Michael Learns To Rock akan merosakkan diri? So baik kita pegi gig hardcore metal rock kat MCPA Hall ke Paul's place ke mana-mana tempat lah kat serata Malaysia ni? Baik mosh laki pompuan sampai peluh-peluh kat gig sambil dengar band local tapi lagu lagi ganas nak mampos dari MLTR? Ok. Bagus betul. Please do liberate your fucking mind before buat statement tak tentu.



*PS: Kampung means village

Screw Up

Sorry I fucked up...again
='(

Holy fuck shiet!

To all The All-American Rejects fans out there, you better check this and this out.

Best of all, it's on my fucking 22nd birthday! Hells yeah! Now how cool is that huh? Things couldn't get anymore awesome than this. It's gonna be THE best birthday present ever and THE best birthday ever! I can hardly wait. =)

Don't give up Laila

"Even when your hope is gone, move along just to make it through" - TAAR

August 15th, 2009

A night to be remembered
=)

I haven't lived, until I saw The All-American Rejects that night

So they say, if you don't study and don't get a degree, you'll end up like this

Yeah, and whoever they are, they are damn right. I won't be able to pursue my dreams, being a woman with a professional career, buy a really posh and modern studio loft/apartment in the city over-looking the ocean, own an awesome car, live a sophisticated life, basically, living the life I wanted.

But, I am a girl/woman/female, I will never live that life. Women will almost always end up marrying someone. Once we get married, we can never get everything done they way we wanted, we'll have husbands to consider. Then we'll have children, hah!, that's when everything gets complicated (don't get me wrong, I love kids, I really do ). Time to say goodbye to our beloved career, all those 12 years of ABCs and getting scolded for not scoring in major exams PLUS another 4 years of living hell at college, kaboom! Just like that, all our lives' effort gone just like that. Oh not to mention all the money that our dads wasted for all those years. See, this is when I start to question myself: Why do I get all miserable when I don't get at least 3.0? Why do I get depressed when I get Cs?

I just have to pass! Dammit! Just fucking pass. Just get it over with. Finish college. I don't need 4.0. I don't need all As and Bs. I just need a PASS. I won't be able to be a full time creative director or a professional VFX supervisor or whatever it is. I'm gonna get married someday and have kids and I'm gonna have to do the laundry, cook meals and shit. That degree is just a piece of paper that will be hung on the living room wall someday for people to see, "Ahh you've got a degree! How wonderful!". Yeah and for what? I've been working, studying, busting my shit out in school and college for what in the end? So that I could get a crappy piece of paper that I could frame and hang on the wall for decoration and bragging purposes? Pfffftt!




But then again, what if I can't have kids, what if my husband dies, or worst, what if I never get married, what if no one wants to marry me, what if I were to be alone all my life?

Cyberjaya

I'm not ready to go back to that hell hole. It's such a boring/dead/un-fun/stressful place. I hate it. It reminds of school, assignments, grades, CGPAs, high expectations, failing, exams, tests, more assignments, presentations, crits, studying, being bored as heck, being alone, the lack of entertainment, lack of stuff to do, more boredom, excessive sleep, getting late to class, sleeping when it's time to get up, waking up when it's time to go for lunch, bugs, loadsa bugs, being unorganized, messy room, more disgusting bugs, more assignments, deadlines, more deadlines, lack of sleep, insomnia, even more deadlines, more crits, rejections, stress, depression, more rejections, unhealthy meals, fuck up meal time, fuck up rest time, breaking down, more stress, aarrrghhhh! I hate school!

Swing Swing

This past few days has been beyond normal

Midterm break

Yeah and I've got loads of assignments. And most of it are papers to write. Aaargh. I hate writing. Yet I'm writing this blog. Ok well I meant academic writing. When do I start? When do I start?
Toodles.

Land Rover Range Rover (This is also a post in response of Asspa's post about the cars in Malaysia being so bloody expensive)

Imagine this...at 24, you have a Range Rover of your own. A friggin Range Rover! Yes. For you guys in Malaysia, that would have been a super luxury car. Only those who are rich can afford to buy one of those babies. But apparently, my friend's brother, actually OWN that car. And yes he paid it himself. Here, it would've cost like RM700k. But in UAE, it's so fucking cheap, it's HALF the price. Oh yeah I forgot to mention, their dad's also working in the UAE and is a friend/colleague of my dad. So that explains why he gets to buy that car so cheap. I hate Malaysia. I so hate Malaysia. We're getting PRs soon and my dad's got another 8 years or so before he retires and comes back to Malaysia for good. So that means I've got plenty of time to graduate, get a steady job, earn my own money, and finally get myself a damn hot ride and fly the damn thing here. So suck it up PROTON!
Maybe I'll get my self a Mustang GT or whatever that's hot at that time.



PS: With RM700k, you can only get a Range Rover, but in the UAE, here's a list of what you can get:

ONE Aston Martin V8 vantage



OR

THREE Chrysler 300Cs



OR

ONE Ferrari 360



OR

THREE Audi TTs



OR

ONE Audi R8 PLUS TWO Ford Mustangs





OR

About FOUR or FIVE Chevrolet Camaros (Yes...Bumblebee)



OR

ONE of the cheapest Lamborghini Gallardo



OR

ONE Porsche Cayman PLUS ONE Porsche 911 PLUS ONE Chevrolet Corvette AND perhaps still have some extra few thousands I suppose





Oh and about TWENTY (maybe more) of these:

Well, these are just estimates. But you get what I mean. Don't believe me? Check this out: DriveArabia.com