My Sick Mind Speaks: April 2010

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Friday, April 30, 2010

Libra

Was just reading the latest Cleo mag when I came across this in the horoscope section:

"If you let shyness hold you back, you'll lose out so put yourself first and go after who you want."

Ha ha. Easy to say eh.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Sigh

I miss Taekwondo,
I miss Capoeira,
I miss squash,
I miss kickboxing,
I miss swimming,
I miss skateboarding,
I miss doing sports.

But I just can't afford to burden my parents and ask them for money for me to join all those activities again.
:'(

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Untitled

Remember when you asked me what would I do if some guy just walks up to me and said he wants to kiss me? Remember what I said I would do?

I said, I'll kiss him back if I like him.

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So then a guy said he wants to kiss me.

And I just let him. It may be just a kiss, it might mean nothing to him. But I still just let him. Do you know why?

Friday, April 09, 2010

Wow

4 jenis makanan dalam masa 3 jam.
I ate because I forgot that I've actually eaten 2 meals... just 2 hours earlier. T__T

Sunday, April 04, 2010

Piece of shit

Bodoh sial
Bodoh sumpah bodoh

Dearest friend,

We hope you've think about it thoroughly. We know it's hard for you to go through all those but just please think about your future, think about your own self. Is that what you really want? If so, do you really think that it's for the best? Sorry but we just don't see it that way. We care about you, we really do. And we'd hate to see you get hurt again. We'd hate to see you be treated like that again, especially when there is nothing that we could do. We felt so useless. You are a person, a living person with feelings, with dignity. Nobody, and I mean NOBODY, in their right fucking mind can ever treat another person like that. What would you do if the same thing happened to your sister? What's your advice to her?
How we wish we could turn back time too, but unfortunately we can't. So please, that's all we're asking.
It does take time. But please?

Yours sincerely,
Your caring friends.