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Upon reading, you immediately waive all rights for any legal action, binding when entries are proven not to incite political, racial or religious hatred.
This blog contains mostly about my feelings, thoughts, and other personal stuff. Most of it are direct or spontaneous thoughts from my mind, so you may or may not understand certain posts that I've written. That is because this blog is used as a tool to express my thoughts and feelings about everything around me, as I am unable to do so to a person because I just don't like doing so and I am not good at expressing myself verbally. I also used some Spanish languages in this blog in case you haven't already noticed, just to practice and improve my Spanish and also to uhh...keep some things a secret. =p But if you managed to decode it, just keep it to yourself okay. =)
Friday, March 30, 2012
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Bodoh
You said okay to meet at 8pm and that you saw me somewhere nearby. But then when I texted you back, it took you 20mins to reply and then you said you're at some bar someplace else and then it took you another 20mins to reply me back when I asked what time you're gonna be home. I was driving around aimlessly waiting for you for an hour.
When you finally replied, I got fed up and didn't bother to reply but I was still around waiting for you for 2 fucking hours. And then you said I'm ignoring you? You're the one ignoring me in the first place. Yeaa you've been in meetings all day and night...but you could've at least told me you're late so I wouldn't have to wait. Worst part is that you didn't even say you're sorry for making me wait that long.
When you finally replied, I got fed up and didn't bother to reply but I was still around waiting for you for 2 fucking hours. And then you said I'm ignoring you? You're the one ignoring me in the first place. Yeaa you've been in meetings all day and night...but you could've at least told me you're late so I wouldn't have to wait. Worst part is that you didn't even say you're sorry for making me wait that long.
I don't even know why I fell for you in the first place.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Insecure, maybe.
I never thought I'd do anything like that in my entire life. I've never felt so vulnerable. I've never let my guard down like that before. My ego has always overpowered my emotions. That was the HARDEST thing I had to do. Feels weird too. Like it's not me. But it felt good...kind of. Felt happy and sad at the same time.
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