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Argh! Stupid writer's block.
This blog contains mostly about my feelings, thoughts, and other personal stuff. Most of it are direct or spontaneous thoughts from my mind, so you may or may not understand certain posts that I've written. That is because this blog is used as a tool to express my thoughts and feelings about everything around me, as I am unable to do so to a person because I just don't like doing so and I am not good at expressing myself verbally. I also used some Spanish languages in this blog in case you haven't already noticed, just to practice and improve my Spanish and also to uhh...keep some things a secret. =p But if you managed to decode it, just keep it to yourself okay. =)
Oh and this isn't a "Gossip Girl XOXO" blog thingamajig, so, keep your mouth shut okay. What's in here STRICTLY STAYS in here. Or Ima gauge your eyeballs outta its sockets. =P (Razz)
*Emoticons used in this blog are from deviantart.com. Thank you*

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Monday, July 27, 2009

Apa nak buat ni? =(

I'm stuck
Help?
Time is running out
I'm scared
Dead scared






Thursday, July 23, 2009

D'oh!

Okay now Laila. Time to change this lame layout. Dah lama dah patut.

Mmmmkaaaayyy.

Bliss

I am just so excited. I cannot wait. It's been so long. Te extraño tanto.
Hope to have something like this to look forward to again. Hope it won't just be all words and empty promises just for the sake of having some conversation.



All The Good Guys Are Either Gay, Married, or Taken

Well, the way I see it is:

"All the good guys are not always gay, married or taken, they're all just...not that into you. Stop being too picky."


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I Gotta Felling

Aku suka sangat sampai tak ingat apa pun tadi. Semua di sekeliling bagai tak wujud dah. Aku dah tak fikir apa pun. Yang aku tau aku sangat seronok dan gembira. Bila dah berakhir, baru reality gave me a big smack on my not-so-pretty face. Aku sedih kembali. Tapi bila ingat balik, aku gembira balik. Apa pun, aku takkan give up. Aku akan cuba dan cuba dan cuba. Ada satu blog aku terbaca tadi, apa yang berlaku ke atas dia macam bagi semangat untuk aku. After all, anything can happen.

Tapi yang betul-betul buat aku terfikir tadi was that, aku terasa macam nak nangis. Kenapa aku nak nangis? Kenapa ye?


Anyways, will be going to Peugeot tommorow untuk tengok kereta. =)
Hopefully abah suka kereta tu. And next week once I got my ride, there's only one person that pops out in my mind everytime something exciting happens, dan orang tu lah yang pertama aku akan call nanti bawak pegi jalan-jalan hangout.


Oh yea, lagu I Gotta Felling by Black Eyed Peas best gila. =D

If only

Apa kita rasa kalau kita tengok seseorang tu dan kita rasa, "That would've been me.". Kalau tidak disebabkan atas satu benda di masa lalu, it would've been you. Feeling tu sangat susah untuk di-describe but it's not a good feeling. Rasa seksa sangat pun ada. Depends on the person jugak. Tapi bagi aku, aku benci sangat sangat. Kadang-kadang rasa jealous pun ada. Nak buat macam mana, benda dah terjadi. Memang tak boleh nak undo. Banyak kali jugak fikir macam mana nak undo, or at least nak baiki balik. Tapi tak dapat. Memang impossible lah kan. Kadang-kadang tertanya-tanya kenapa benda ini terjadi kat aku? Kalau semuanya perfect dulu kan best. Aku nak sangat.