Uh oh

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"So, you're a cannibal."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Hmmm...

You Are: 40% Dog, 60% Cat

You and cats have a lot in common. You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude. However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out!

Are You More Cat or Dog?

You Have Low Self Esteem 80% of the Time

You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not. You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.

How is Your Self Esteem?

Oh my!

You Are 32% Lady

You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside. And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking.

Are You A Lady?

Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male

You have a total boy brain Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes... You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?

I miss...

the good times we had
the times when we used hang out almost everyday
the times when you where there when I needed someone
the way we used to make fun of each other
the way you used to call me _ _ _ _ _ _

I miss,
talking to you
chatting with you
hanging out with you

You said I am your _ _ _ _ _ _
But you left me just like that
Or am I just another spare or platform for you to bounce back on?

I miss you
But it's all too late now

Uuurrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MY PHONE!!! 'nuff said.

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Went to Alamanda with my whole family yesterday. My dad came home last week and my bro came home yesterday afternoon. Actually my brother wasnt suppose to come home but my dad insisted and wrote a letter to the school's principal saying that there has been a family emergency or something like that. Lol. Yeah cuz it's like it's hard for both of them to see each other. I mean, my dad's is Abu Dhabi and my brother's in a boarding school so whenever my dad comes home, my brother is in school and when my brother is on holiday, my dad's in Abu Dhabi. So yesterday was like one of our big family night out since like ages.

Alamanda reminded me of the malls in Abu Dhabi. Lol. Cuz it's so clean and modern and simple but nice. Ahh. cant wait to go back to Abu Dhabi again at the end of this year. Hehe. Yeah so anyway, it's our first time to Alamanda and my dad was like driving round and round the mall searching for the parking area. LOL. Then we went in. Well, actually me and my mom wanted to like window shop and check out the stores and all . But ya know guys...they don't like to do those kinda stuff so my dad suggested we just go for a drink and then go to Carrefour to buy the carrom board that me and my mom wanted...lol. So we went to Starbucks. My dad and bro ordered some cakes...aaaa...I wanted too, they're VERY tempting but I just ate something at home and I have to watch what I eat...I'm getting fat ! So I just ordered Chocolate Cream Chip Frappuccino...haha like chocolates and cream wont make me fat . But I dont like coffee very much, they smell really good but I dont like to drink em . But anyway...I cukai sikit the cakes from my dad n bro...hehe. Tak boleh tahan la...cheese cake weii. Hehe. Then we went to Carrefour. Bought a video cam...wheee. Hehe. Then me and my bro asked dad to buy a DVD player...yeah I know, so kuno kan, dah 2006 baru nak beli DVD player. Hahaha. Then the carrom board.

Anndd then...we went for dinner at this seafood restaurant called Putrajaya Seafood if I'm not mistaken. The food was good. But the rice not soo la...cepat muak. I ordered soft-shell crab! I love those crabs they're soo soft and yummy and sedap dimakan. Hehe. But I like em better stuffed in California Roll at Sushi King .

Hmm, I dont know when we're gonna go out like this again . Maybe this December when all of us are on holiday . I wish things could be like they were not so long ago.

Think they're your friends? Think again.

Now I know how it feels like to be used by other people. You did all the work but other people get the name/fame. Actually I dont care about fame and all those stuff but what bothers me is, when you did a lot of work...and I mean A LOT and it ain't easy mind you, and no one actually appreaciates you for doing it, you thought you were part of the "team", and then when everything goes well, you and your so-called "team" feels happy and great and everything cuz you did a good job, they did a good job. But then, you found out they were having this wonderful party/celebration/dinner to celebrate the good job that they did, the "team" did, and you weren't even invited, nobody even inform you about it...nada...not a word...BUT the people who did NOTHING at all were invited, now how would you feel? Yes that's exactly how I feel. Well if the reason is that I didn't reply that "thank-you-for-helping-out-that-day" sms, I'm sorry, I ran out of credits, but if that IS really the reason why, that's just stupid. Anyways, it's not that I REALLY want to go but I felt that all my hard work done was just not appreaciated, it's like they're using me for my "skills". Heh. Wtf!

ANYWAYS...lets change the topic. Hmm... I learnt some new moves in Capoeira. Wheee!


It's kinda sketchy though


And this one I havent really "mastered" yet...lol

The Era of Good Feelings

It's the era of good feelings! No not Monroe's era of good feelings, MY era! Hehee...Why? Well because:

• My grades seemed to be improving, not much, but better than last semester's.
• My dad finally lets me take driving lessons...wheee...!
• The Local Artists Appreciation Night !
  

The Local Artists Appreciation Night last Saturday night was a blast ! Eventhough the crowd was pretty boring, the performances were fantastic ! The day started off in the morning, had to come early to set up everything, help the artists with the sound check etc. The "so-called" Summer Paradise Carnival was held during the day...well, frankly speaking, it was kinda sorta abit very the boring. Like...no one came ...okay not exactly no one but the only people that came were the students who were setting the booths (and maybe a few of their friends who probably came because they were FORCED to).

The first band that came was Poseidon. They were really nice people. They came all the way from Penang just to perform for that night. Before they came, Richard (the lead guitarist) smsed me saying that they have arrived in Subang and are on their way to Taylor's College. I got nervous ...cuz I dont even know these people and I HAVE TO TALK TO THEM . I dont like starting a conversation with strangers...unless they started first. Well, like it or not, today I just have to. So they came and I greeted them (tried my best not to sound nervous or stutter)...introduced myself, shaked hands, showed them the MPH, chatted a bit. Phew . It wasn't that bad afterall. In fact, I was kinda proud of myself for doing that cuz it's not something that I would normally do .

After that, I went down to the carpark to hangout at the "carnival". Lepak-ed at the Bantus Capoeira booth for a while and played the musical instruments . Then I saw him, wearing his cool pair of shades, so comels . Okay anyways...then Yaniz, the Rebel Scum, and Stylustiks came. They seemed friendly. I introduced myself, blablabla. Then showed them the MPH. Yaniz started to boss us around, asking for this and that, why isnt it like that?, where's the...?, can you please get..., you must put this here/there.....blablabla. Uuurrgghhh soo mengade-ngade laar that woman. Heh....

At about 4.30 Mawar and me went home to mandi and change. Then came back for the concert night. Finally after lots and lots of thinking, I got the confidence to perform Capoeira in front of the crowd . But then, as usual, after I performed, I thought I did bad and didn't believe what other people said. Then Isa's band performed, not bad . After that it was Dragon Red !!! Wheeee....! Hehe. There was this mini mosh pit that we jumped and moshed in. Lol. But it was fun! Haha. After they performed, I asked Adam (the hardcore vocalist with dreadlocks...lol) if he got more free cds . Then he said I looked familiar and I said I was on Jamtank.com, and he said, "Ooohh yeah!". I was like, "Cool! He recognized me!" Hehe. During the performances, some of us screamed like silly groupies.

Then when I was walking past Yaniz, she called me and started firing me with questions...where's the booth? isnt it suppose to start at 7? how are we gonna sell? blablabla... Like OMGGG!!!! She's such a B-I-A-T-C-H laaa . She marah Zook, Sarah, and me, in front of the other people. Eeeee...gerammnyee .

I took pictures with Dragon Red. They were so friendly and nice. I always thought that celebs are like sombong and all. Hehe. But they're not. We even chatted abit and then before they left, they said goodbye and Adam gave me a friendly hug. Awww...hehe. Then after that, took pics with Poseidon just before they left. They were friendly too. I didn't get a chance to take pics with Tempered Mental cuz they came like senyap-senyap .

Overall, the event was a blast ! I think my self-esteem improved a weeee bit that day cuz I performed in front of the crowd and talked to quite a few people whom I've never talk to . Came home at about 12.30am. Dead tired but can't sleep .

Open to public

I've decided to open my blog to public! =)
I hope I've edited/deleted all the TOP SECRET parts/posts =S. There are so many posts since 2004 *sigh*...But if there are some posts that you "accidently" read but you're not suppose to read it, just keep it to yourself. What's in this blog, stays in this blog...gedit? But I hooopppppee laaaaa I've edited all of 'em....eeekk! =S

A new beginning?

Hmmm Blogspot.com. So many people seem to use this so I've decided to move my blog here. Actually, this post is my first post here, the previous posts were from my old blog.

Time flies by faster than the speed of light...

...and before you know it, the semester's coming to an end. This week is the advising week where students have to pre-register the subjects that they wanna take for next semester. I pre-registered for Sociology 1, repeating my World Religion and English101 cause I got a frikkin D+ for each. Dammit! Yeah so only 3 subjects next semester. I'm hoping that if I do well, the next next semester (winter) would be my last and and I can start applying to Unis. Hopefully .

Summer dilemma

Got my test results last week. 67/100 for American History , 15/20 for Psychology . That's a C- and a C+. Aaaaaarrghh! I have to score higher for the next tests. Oh the second test for Psych, I think I screwed it!!! Vhat to do vhat to do...study lah! Haha. But I kept forgetting the things I studied. *sigh* Anyways, damn this summer I've been really busy. Loads to do. Graphic editing for Flipside mag, designing posters and tickets for the upcoming Local Artist Appreciation Night, designing a t-shirt for the Summer Paradise carnival. Lots of stuff happening this summer, lots of movies coming out, lots of money to be spent...*sigh*. Went to Midvalley yesterday with Eli. Aneez was suppose to come to but I dunno what happened her mom "mengamuk" . Then went to Subang Parade alone to redeem the Lancôme Hypnôse free sample (got the coupon from Cleo...hehe) and it smells good. I think I wanna buy it after the current perfume I'm using and the sample finish. Hehe. Then went to the shoe store to check out some slipers and found a nice pair at one of the shops. The price isnt bad, not that expensive, will buy it later as I didnt bring enough money at that time. Oh and yes I've been browsing on sony.com.my and found the earphone that I'm gonna buy . It's RM95 but I'm sure it's worth it. Got great bass, which is exactly what I want! Hehe.

Sony MDR-ED31LP Bass Boost Fontopia