Wow, havent been blogging for quite some time now. I’m soooo lazy laaar. Dunno how some people can even write one friggin long blog per day. Lol. Hmm, I’ve been going to Capoeira classes for about 1 month now under Bantus Capoeira. It’s damn fun! Well, the 1st few classes were quite tiring, but now I’m getting used to it. I’ve always wanted to join Capoeira since I was a kid. I saw it on TV, it was some sort of documentary about the Brazilian martial art and I at that time I thought it was really cool. Now finally I got the chance to learn it. Yeay! Hehehe. Yesterday I learned how to do the Au (sort of like a cartwheel). It was kinda hard but it was cool! Hehe. Hmm anyways, I've been chatting with this one guy for quite sometime and I think I'm starting to like him already. We're are in the same college, have one class together, but the thing is, we’ve never talk to each other in real life. Only on MSN and SMS, and during Flipside meetings or ******************...LOL. But that’s it. No casual normal talk. But even though I’ve only been chatting to him on MSN, I find him to be a really interesting person. Well yeah, he's cute, but actually that's not the point =P...hehe. He’s got a really interesting personality, funny, silly. Lol. In real life, he seemed like this really shy quiet innocent-looking person. But online he’s like really friendly. He’s got great taste in music too and creative **************. I dunno... he's just really different from other guys I've known. Oh and about “HIM” (the guy who’s really making me confused), I dunno...I’m not gonna think about him anymore..in fact, I havent been thinking about him for quite some time. I’m just gonna move on with my life. Yeaa and now about ****, I’m not planning to make a move or give a cake (like I did to someone...and I regretted doing it...pls refer to HERE and HERE...lol) or anything. I’m just gonna be quiet and act like I dont like him, just like I always do with all the guys I’ve liked. But actually, I did make and effort to ask him out a few times..not really a date la, but more like a go-out-with-friends but he always couldnt go. ********************. Okaayy...I know, falling for a guy whom you havent really talk with, is REALLY silly...but I just cant help it. Well, I want to talk with him but I just cant. It's this stupid self-esteem problem that's preventing me from starting a conversation with him...or with anyone for god's sake. I hate it but what can I do? I've tried almost everything to overcome this stupid problem I have. I went to a drama academy, took theater101, forced myself to talk to people I dont know and tried to be confident....but it all doesnt seem to work at all! I'm tired of it...I want to be like everyone else who's seemed so confident and can just talk to anyone and make alot of friends......but then again...why be normal 
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By the way, this is his last semester anyway...so move along.
*sings The All-American Rejects song* =P hehehe
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
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PS: For those of you who have no idea what Capoeira is, here's a video.
