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Argh! Stupid writer's block.
This blog contains mostly about my feelings, thoughts, and other personal stuff. Most of it are direct or spontaneous thoughts from my mind, so you may or may not understand certain posts that I've written. That is because this blog is used as a tool to express my thoughts and feelings about everything around me, as I am unable to do so to a person because I just don't like doing so and I am not good at expressing myself verbally. I also used some Spanish languages in this blog in case you haven't already noticed, just to practice and improve my Spanish and also to uhh...keep some things a secret. =p But if you managed to decode it, just keep it to yourself okay. =)
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Friday, July 21, 2006

Think they're your friends? Think again.

Now I know how it feels like to be used by other people. You did all the work but other people get the name/fame. Actually I dont care about fame and all those stuff but what bothers me is, when you did a lot of work...and I mean A LOT and it ain't easy mind you, and no one actually appreaciates you for doing it, you thought you were part of the "team", and then when everything goes well, you and your so-called "team" feels happy and great and everything cuz you did a good job, they did a good job. But then, you found out they were having this wonderful party/celebration/dinner to celebrate the good job that they did, the "team" did, and you weren't even invited, nobody even inform you about it...nada...not a word...BUT the people who did NOTHING at all were invited, now how would you feel? Yes that's exactly how I feel. Well if the reason is that I didn't reply that "thank-you-for-helping-out-that-day" sms, I'm sorry, I ran out of credits, but if that IS really the reason why, that's just stupid. Anyways, it's not that I REALLY want to go but I felt that all my hard work done was just not appreaciated, it's like they're using me for my "skills". Heh. Wtf! fuck.gif

ANYWAYS...lets change the topic. Hmm... I learnt some new moves in Capoeira. Wheee!


It's kinda sketchy though


And this one I havent really "mastered" yet...lol

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