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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

OH THIS EXPLAINS A HELL LOT


"Research suggests that people with Avoidant personality disorder, in common with sufferers of chronic social anxiety disorder (also called social phobia), excessively monitor their own internal reactions when they are involved in social interaction. The extreme tension created by this monitoring may account for the hesitant speech and taciturnity of many people with Avoidant personality disorder; they are so preoccupied with monitoring themselves and others that producing fluent speech is difficult."


Aaaah so that's why. For all these years I've been wondering why is it so hard to talk to people and why I can't seem to always find the words to say to people when on the contrary, all the words came out perfectly fine every time I was practicing my speech/presentation alone, be it in English or Bahasa Malaysia. Apparently my mind was to busy doing something else. =\

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