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Thursday, June 18, 2009

On the Brink of Breaking Out

So many things cluttering my mind.
So many difficulties I face in life.
So many things I wanted but couldn't achieve.
So many people I wanted to please but failed miserably.
So many things I wanted to say but left unsaid.
So many thoughts thrown away just like that.
Certain things keep blocking my way, keep stealing my privileges.
What's the whole purpose of life when you couldn't even fulfill your own needs for living, when you couldn't even satisfy your own god-damned life?



If I could list it all I would, but I wouldn't.

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, maybe more.


The sole reason that keeps me sane are my parents and my brother. They're my anchor that keeps my feet on the ground and my body above.



Oh so many thoughts are left unsaid;

Don't you just wish sometimes you could turn back time?
Have you ever wished that someone would just disappear without any traces at all? Or better yet, shouldn't even exist at all?

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