WHAT IF? WHAT IF? WHAT IF???
I just couldn't get that out of my head last night and I couldn't sleep well last night. =S
Thinking about that just makes me think how much of a pathetic loser I am to actually believe it. Oh God.
Wait OMG. If it really is how I think it is; Then he must be THE most stupid, childish, inconsiderate, tak berhati-perut, tak berperasaan person I've ever met in my entire life. Okay not just him, they all are. All 3 of them. Or whoever else involved.
If it really is how I think it is; Then they're just...aarrrghhhh! Stoopid bunch of idiots who's got nothing better to do than ruining someone else's life, MY life to be exact.
If it really is how I think it is; Then I must be so pathetically stupid too for believing it. Come to think of it. I was quite surprised actually in the first place, and skeptical too. Soooo...maybe that skepticism has it's own rationale? Maybe there's a reason why I had doubts about it in the first place.
I might just say I was in denial at first because I didn't actually believe it and at the same time I had some sort of intuition that kinda told me to just believe it.
But then I started to believe it slowly, well sort of. Kinda playing it safe, to avoid further dissapointments whatsoever. But mostly to avoid embarrassments. But now I'm starting to feel skeptical again. GGWqhgrthrhghagagah~! IDK.
Okay right now I..
INTERMISSION...
^&%@!#*&Y$@UI
Okay I just got a phone call from uhh someone. =p
And uhh it just,....mmmkay whatever. Just forget what I wrote above Kthanksbye. =p
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