No fuck no there'll never be a next time. Tipsy 
or sober, confident or desperate, whatever the fuck it is, it won't happen. Why? Because I aint gonna let it. Oh how I wish I could, I just wish I fucking could. I almost could, ALMOST. If I could I would, but...I know, I actually could, I just...wouldn't. Okay am I confusing you? LOL. Anyways, *sigh* 
. Hmm, know what? Leave it at that. Just let it pass 
. To quote one of my favorite songs, "It'll all get better in time". Trust me it will. It always does so just leave it be, let time pass, hold on, like I always did each and everytime...for the past 21 years of my life. If I could do that for all those 20 bloody years, why can't I do it now, right? Or perhaps, I'm sick and tired of doing that all my life; let it pass. Perhaps I shouldn't let it pass. I don't know. I don't know what's the appropriate thing to do on this very situation, because it's kinda complicated and I'm shit scared. Scared of the consequences, I think too much. Fuck that. What is there to do now? I haven't any clue. I don't know...I just don't, I never did, so that's why I should just let it pass. Fuck I don't know! Well, whatever my decision is, I know I'll regret it later, one way or another. And I'm gonna regret it even more when he's finally taken by someone else. So...fuck! Fuck fuck fuckity fuckity fuck 
!
Aaaaaaah!
Me gustas mucho, mucho, mucho, muuuuuucho más, mi amigo!
Te quiero! Te necesito! Te amo! Ehhh NOT! No te amo. Well, todavía no
.
Pero, espero que no enamorarme de ti, given this situation.
or sober, confident or desperate, whatever the fuck it is, it won't happen. Why? Because I aint gonna let it. Oh how I wish I could, I just wish I fucking could. I almost could, ALMOST. If I could I would, but...I know, I actually could, I just...wouldn't. Okay am I confusing you? LOL. Anyways, *sigh* . Hmm, know what? Leave it at that. Just let it pass . To quote one of my favorite songs, "It'll all get better in time". Trust me it will. It always does so just leave it be, let time pass, hold on, like I always did each and everytime...for the past 21 years of my life. If I could do that for all those 20 bloody years, why can't I do it now, right? Or perhaps, I'm sick and tired of doing that all my life; let it pass. Perhaps I shouldn't let it pass. I don't know. I don't know what's the appropriate thing to do on this very situation, because it's kinda complicated and I'm shit scared. Scared of the consequences, I think too much. Fuck that. What is there to do now? I haven't any clue. I don't know...I just don't, I never did, so that's why I should just let it pass. Fuck I don't know! Well, whatever my decision is, I know I'll regret it later, one way or another. And I'm gonna regret it even more when he's finally taken by someone else. So...fuck! Fuck fuck fuckity fuckity fuck ! Me gustas mucho, mucho, mucho, muuuuuucho más, mi amigo!
Te quiero! Te necesito! Te amo! Ehhh NOT! No te amo. Well, todavía no
.Pero, espero que no enamorarme de ti, given this situation.
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