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Argh! Stupid writer's block.
This blog contains mostly about my feelings, thoughts, and other personal stuff. Most of it are direct or spontaneous thoughts from my mind, so you may or may not understand certain posts that I've written. That is because this blog is used as a tool to express my thoughts and feelings about everything around me, as I am unable to do so to a person because I just don't like doing so and I am not good at expressing myself verbally. I also used some Spanish languages in this blog in case you haven't already noticed, just to practice and improve my Spanish and also to uhh...keep some things a secret. =p But if you managed to decode it, just keep it to yourself okay. =)
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

And all that I am is just a tragedy

I'm scared. Really scared right now. I dont know what to do. Maybe I
should sleep in the car with the AC on and all the windows shut. No one would notice, the car is quiet. I've been thinking of doing that alot. But I'm scared. Scared to live, scared to die. I'm just a useless piece of shit. If you read my blog in Myspace you'll know why. Those are SOME of the reasons. I really dont know what do to now. I'm just this stupid cunt, ugly loser, dumbfuck, etc etc. I dont do well in my studies, I dont have a happy family, everybody hates me, I dont dress nicely, when I go out everyone stares and bitch at me, I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm useless, I'm stupid, I'm dumb (even dumber than Dumber in the movie Dumb and Dumber), I'm all alone in this world.
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