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Thursday, March 09, 2006

Fucked up theater midterms...heh.

Thursday was our midterms for theater 101. We didnt really practice a lot. We came early to college hoping that we can fo some last minute rehearsals but no, other groups were already there in PBX arranging their props and what not. So we just explain the light and sound effects cue to Ganesh and Hijaz cuz they r helping us with that. I skipped Calculus cuz I was so nervous bout the play. Me and Melvin were the ones who were REALLY shit scared wei...serious gile takut. We were told that we were gonna perform 1st...but on that day Mr. Vijaya said we r gonna perform last...Pheww. One group by one group perform, and their plays were like waaaay better than ours and that really menambahkan our nervousness and scaredness and what not...lol. Then finally, it was our turn. Damn gila takut wei. Haha. We were so gelabah that we forgot the props arrangement....aah! Ok the play went well for the 1st few scenes. Then its got messed up, the gun we were supposed to use got lost, we took so long finding the gun...NOT good for a theater play. DO NOT make the audience wait. So we couldnt find the damn gun. I got really nervous and pissed and everything la...I was freaking out, "Where's the fucking gun?!?! Where is it?? Where's the damn gun?!?! WHERE IS THE FUCKING GUN WEI?!?!?! FUCK LA!!!" and everyone in my group were like, "I dont know!!! I dont know!!!!!!!! Where the fuck is it??! Who took it?! Fuck wei! Where's the motherfucking gun dammit?!?!?!" Heh...so we had to use this frame holder thingy, it looks like a pistol if u fold it in half, which is fucking stupid. Ok so then the scene continues. Then I was supposed to TERshoot my "husband" but then no gunshot sound was heard...I was aiming at him for quite a while...I was saying to myself, "WTF man where's the gunshot sound???" and Melvin and Malcolm was trying make the scene longer, waiting for the gunshot sound but still no fucking sound so Melvin aka my "husband" just had to fall down pretending he's been shot by me. Haha. Then Malcolm was supposed to shoot him again, so he shot la...haha. This time the gunshot sound ada la...haha. BUT but but but....right after the gunshot sound, there was a "Ding Dong" doorbell sound. I was like "WTF?!?!?!" Everyone in PBX laughed their asses off man! Including Mr. Vijaya. I kinda laughed a bit. But then I tried to just continue the damn thing and so I just acted la...but then Malcolm was still laughing so I had to like scream out my line like I was really mad...then he stopped laughing and continued with the scene. Hahaha. Then the burying scene, we were "burying" Melvin at the "backyard" and there were owl sounds and wat not...to make it scary la but seriously I have no fucking idea whose idea was it cause no one told me there was gonna be that sound during that scene so I was kinda terkejut la but then nvm just continue, then suddenly there was this cat meowing like its been kicked in the arse. I was like, "Holly fuck wat was that?!" but I didnt say that out loud la duuh! Lol. I almost laughed wei. Haha. Evryone was laughing. But then luckily Malcolm kinda "saved" me from laughing by ad-libbing, "Hey, this place is getting creepy, lets get outa here". So I said, "Yeah, lets go". Hahahahaaaa. Oooh there's more...the last scene, I shot myself in the head and collapse and "died" and THEN the gunshot sound came...when I was already on the floor "dead". What thuh fuhck??? The sound effects were all messed up man! But at least the credits I made using Windows Movie Maker was good...hehe. I used a song from the movie Requiem For A Dream for the credits. When its all finished, I was sooooooooooo very the relieved. Finally its over! I was swearing and swearing non-stop complaining bout the "Ding dong" sound and the cat's meow and the missing gun which somehow we found AFTER the play. How could that had happened?!?! Ganesh told me that someone turned on the shuffle-repeat thing on Malcolm's laptop. Hmmm...sabotage maybe, I said. But its over so just chill its over! I said, "Fuck it lah! It's over already. Just fuck it lah. What's done is done." and they all said , "Yeah just fuck it la. Dont care" *blablabla lots of F word were said* lol. That day was like the most hectic day ever. Haha.One of my friends told me that I was kinda hyper that day. Yeah, I was actually. I talked to like everyone...I felt like my confidence boosted like BOOM! seriously. I talked like I've nvr talked before and I used the word "fuck" and "babi" alot that day.Seriously I've never sweared so much in public in my entire life except that day. I was also very gelabah that I forgot where I put my keys. I walked back home not realizing that I dont have my house key with me. So when I reached the gate as usually I started looking for the keys in my bag, but i couldnt find it. So kinda freaked out a lil. Then I remembered, SHIT! I put the keys on a table in PBX! So I called up Ganesh to ask if he's still in college, maybe he could find it. But then he told me he put the keys in my pencil case...I was like, thank god! Lol. So I started looking for my pencil case but I couldnt find the damn thing. Where the fuck did I put it? Then I remembered, I put my World Religion book and my note pad along with my PENCIL CASE in the friggin library locker. Fuck la...takkan la nak jalan balik to college. So I ketok the gate hoping m mom would come out and open the gate for me but then after hours (not literally) of ketok-ing, no one answered so I called home, also no one answered. Dammit where is she? I missed called my mom's mobile and then she called me and said she's at her friends house. WTF? How am I suppose to get in??? So I walked back to college...heh. I was planning to go home and mandi and eat dinner then go back to college to study in the library till about 10. But then...heh. So I went to the mamak restaurant near college to eat and smoke some cigarettes. Then, I went to the toilet back at college to pee...lol. Then I realized I got my period...fuck I dont have any sanitary pads with me now so I had to go down again and buy the cheapest one and come back up again to the toilet. Then I changed my clothes, cuz I was sweating all over...haha. Luckily I brought some clothes with me (had to, as props for theater. lol) So off to library where I found my keys in my pencil case...BIG phew...What a day! Went home at 9.45pm mom picked me up. Went online straight away when I got home . Logged on MSN and none of my friends were online. Lol.

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